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hnhmlnXcm¡n. F¶n«v hbÊmbt¸mÄ `«Xncn I®ocpw In\mhpambn Ign¨pIq«n. \¼qXncnbmIs« ]cnjvImc¯nsâ ASp¯]Shnte¡p Ibdn. AXmWv Ncn{X {]kn²amb `q]cnjv¡mcw ! tIcf¯nsâ BIam\ AhImiw \¼qXncnamscbmWv ]n cma³ G¸n¨sX¶v HmÀ¡patÃm. 333 \m«pcmPy§fmbpw BbXv Iq«nt¡mÀ¯v ae_mÀ Xncp sIm¨nbmbpw Ah ]ns¶bpw tNÀs¯m«n¨v sFIytIcfambpw t]m¡phchv sNbvsXSp¯t¸mgpw ssIImcymhImiw \¼qXncn¡p Xs¶ In«n. `qan I¿nencn¡p¶Xv ]´ntISmsW¶v t\ct¯ t_m[yapÅ At±lw ]cipcmta«³ I¸n¨p t]mb \nbas¯ ]cnjvIcn¨p. `qan¡p ]cn[nsh¨p. ]cn[n IhnªsXms¡ an¨`qanbm¡n. \¼qXncnbpsS Iq«pImc³ Hcp \¼ytcbpw IYbn ImWmw. BbnÃy¯v Iptäycn tKm]me³ \¼ymÀ. At±lw kIe `qanbpw an¨`qanbmsW¶v ]dªv sImSnIp¯n Ip¯nbncp¶v D]hkn¨p. CcphcptSbpw hgnIm«nbmbn Hcp \mbcpw \S¶p. Fw F³ tKmhnµ³ \mbÀ. aqhcpw tNÀ¶v `qansb ]cnjvIcn¡m³ \nÝbn¨p. A¡me¯v \nbaw ]Tn¨ s]s®mcp¯nbpWvSmbncp¶p. AXnsâ Kuchhpw AhÀ¡v In«nbncp¶p. (AXp ImcWw Xs¶ ]n¡me¯v Ncn{X¯n \n¶v ambv¡s¸«pt]mbXmWv.) ]cnjvIcn¨ {]amWw FgpXnNn«s¸Sp¯nbXv aq¸¯nbmWv. \¼qXncnbmbn«v ]cnjvIcn¨Xn\m \¼qXncnamÀ FXnÀ¯nsænepw \mb·mÀ shdpsXbncp¶nÃ. AhÀ ]S¡p]pds¸«p. a¶s¯ ]ß\m`³ aq¸nÂ\mbcmbncp¶p ]S¯eh³. ]SImcWw Ipd¨pImew ]cW¯pshs¨¦nepw {ItaW ]cnjvImcw \nbaambn. BbXp \S¸mbn. AtXmsS tIcf¯n `q kzmanamÀ CÃmXbmbn. ]ns¶ Hä kzmantb _m¡n h¶pÅq. At±lw BZyw B`y´c a{´nbmbpw ]ns¶ PUvPnbmbpw ]n¡me¯v hn BÀ IrjvW¿cmbpw cq]m´cs¸«p. 
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